I've been through the desert on a street with no name
It felt good to be out of the rain
In the desert you can remember your name
'Cause there ain't no one for to give you no pain
Well, it’s that time again. The time when we cross an imaginary
line and say, “That is last year and this is this year.” In reality, there is
absolutely no difference between Monday, December 31, 2018 and Tuesday, January
1, 2019. Oh, I guess there is one difference. I tried to renew the license plates
on my trailer online today and discovered I have to do it by mail because my
address changed. California has no grace period, so instead of owing $250
today, I owe $282 tomorrow. Just another arbitrary line in the sand.
While I muse about mortality and boundaries, I thought I’d
include a few more pictures of Quinne’s and my adventure when she visited. We
spent a day recovering after the rigors of the Cabeza Prieta adventure and then
we were on the road again, seeking new ways to exhaust the father. These
pictures were taken under the Great Tree of Arizona, 1,020 years old. My
25-year-old daughter looks so young under it.
* * *
I almost understand why people are so obsessed with building
a wall between Mexico and the United States. A wall or a fence or an imaginary
line in the sand, all symbolize a division between what is mine and what is
others’. This side of the border wall is the United States. That side is
Mexico. Except it isn’t. The longest unprotected area of the US/Mexico border
is in Texas—nearly two-thirds of the entire border. That border is the Rio
Grande River. As evidenced by the sections of fence (about 130 miles) currently
existing, the route of the wall could be miles inside the US boundary, thus
excluding thousands of square miles of US territory, most of it privately
owned, from the border of the United States.
I guess that is like saying you have a square mile (640
acres) of property, but you have to fence it ten feet inside the property boundary.
Doesn’t sound like you’d lose that much, but your 640 acres is now only 635
acres. It’s unlikely that we’d ever even get an actual reckoning of how much US
land lay outside the border wall. Some estimates place it at a little over
200,000 acres. Not that much.
Among the places Quinne and I visited was the Poston
Memorial. This section of the Colorado River Indian Reservation was taken over
to provide a concentration camp for Japanese Americans during World War II.
Overnight in 1942, it became the second largest city in Arizona as panicked
Americans fenced in American citizens because of their race.
* * *
I guess the idea of fencing and walls and lines in the sand
are not just to define what is mine and yours, but also to raise a barrier to
my fears of anything that is different than me. Whether it is the color of skin,
the economic condition, the shape of eyes, the language spoken, or the god
worshiped, we would rather raise a wall or draw a line in the sand and keep ‘other’
away.
On Kofa Mountain, known to the campers on the BLM as “Homer,”
is a place called Palm Canyon. It’s a half-hour walk from the parking lot to a
sign that points to the sight. Another mile away, you can barely see a canyon
with the only stand of California Palms native in Arizona.
* * *
I draw lines, too. Most of them, I call chapters. Some, I
call books. I even put spaces between the 880,000 words I wrote this year. But
sadly, the lines on the calendar separate me from one age to the next. It is another
day and another year and another few hours of writing that I have to do.
On Christmas Eve, I had to take my little girl back to Palm
Springs so she could catch her plane back to Seattle. We stopped for a yummy
Italian dinner before I took her to the airport.
* * *
So here is the line I’m drawing this year. I’m looking for
five friends to share my life with. I don’t know who they are, but I know what
they are.
- The inspired
- The motivated
- The open-minded
- The passionate
- The grateful
Which are you? We have some good times waiting for us on the
other side of the line!